tay_babby

Thu, 11 May 2006 22:05:52 GMT

Laura and I aren't friends anymore.
Mike says i should talk to her.
This is the first time we have ever fought.
And for once I'm not going to be the bigger person.
If she wants to be friends she has to fix it.

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 18:21:19 GMT

Last night was fun.

mike isn't mad at me anymore.

Mike, Lance, Mikey, and me drove out to amc 30 and went to go see if any moives were playing but they weren't
so we went out to the mall and Lance tried to pick up some girls.
lmao funniest shit.
Then we hung out with Jack, smoked a bowl. Kinda fun. idk. Then drove back out to the movies. to go see a later movie.
Some guy at the movie asked me for my number then Mike wouldn't talk to me. Kinda gay? I think yes.
We saw Silent Hill though, hah it was actaully pretty good. Not all that scary.
then we drove up to taco bell and saw Johnny Mikey T. and keegan and all them.
idk it was kinda akward because mikey t. hate mike. and idk weirrrd
then we chilled at, Mikey W. house til 12 then i went to shans
but like at 1:30 mikey t. calls me and im pretty sure he was drunk but wanted to hook up. idk weiird.
fun night though.

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 23:27:53 GMT

Doctors are gay.
Just becasue i can't gain weight doesn't mean i should be punished.
blame it on my parents.
i've never been able to gain weight.
so i guess its bad when you weight 90lbs and your 15 and 5"4?
idk i only eat everything i see.
damn metabilisom! ha.
i get to drink Ensure.
wow sounds tastey.
not.
doctors are gaygaygaygay
& dont know anything

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 03:56:01 GMT

Jill died yesterday.
I haven't cried yet.
maybe i will tomorrow?

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 01:36:06 GMT

i have strep throat
it's gay
and i cant talk or swallow well.
But I didnt have to go to school
today or yesterday

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 04:11:41 GMT

I like when ex-boyfriends become your best friends
and things go back to being good.
I'm glad I'm with Mike.
but I miss Mikey.
Mike and Mikey are so opposite it's ridiculous.
Except me and Mikey got into a fight today.
Or rather he told me things that i necissarly
didn't want to hear, but I'm glad someone said it. Finally.
He was asking me why i was always so sketchy when we were together
and so perfect when we weren't.
I told him I wasn't sure how to act.
He told me that,in something like this...
"I don't get why you act like that.
You are so afraid of anything having to
do with relationships, you'll throw away something
that had the potential to be perfect
just to save your feelings. But you are oblivous to the
fact that at some point in your life your going to
get hurt by people you love. Except you don't want to
love anyone. You just want to save your feelings
except in relationships feelings are vunerable."

Then he got up and left.
I kinda just sat on my pourch
for about an hour crying.
Mainly, because he was 100% right.
Something must be wrong with me.

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 02:50:15 GMT

I never thought that my guy friends would start more drama
than my girl friends.
this is ridiculous.

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 02:14:24 GMT

I lied. Mikes a wonderful boyfriend.
He went to my soccer game
with a shirt that said
'#10's my favorite'
hes cute.
and drives 50 minutes in his car just to make me happy.

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 00:34:48 GMT

Mike is the worst boyfriend in the world.
Today's note to self: yell at mike.

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 22:41:24 GMT

cmt to be a friend.

I got my layout/fo banner from emmyslayout

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 00:37:56 GMT

I have one of these again.
wow. I'm cool